hey jude, don't let me down. you have found her, now go and get her.

Everytime I hear this song so many faces just blast through my inner eye and I don't know whether to smile or growl. Yes, two very strange reactions I know.
I'm not sure how to write this blog up. I do have some dreams to share but they're a bit broken up into pieces that aren't as ledgible.
Well last night I had at first scary ass dream of Nature coming to metaphorically rape my ass. Trees coming to kill me and my friends and family. Slightly freaky. But I'm sure it was the chocolate.
Then after trying my best to daydream of a certain someone, a more weird drugged out dream was perceived, not scary just weird. Nima was in it [haha nice!] along with Ashley probably and they were talking about Irini. Nothing bad just talking and joking around. It felt like 30 Rock and The Office together. Weird right? Yeah I thought so too.
I've been kinda working on my history essay [which has to do with the fashions of WWI and WWII] and it's been interesting. The sketches and pictures of the fashions back then are GORGEOUS and I am extremely jealous.
It just makes me want to try and make clothing even more. And I watched Project Runway, and my two favourite designers were at the bottom, and I ALMOST CRIED. No joke. How embarrassing.
Which I meant to ask: Alex do you want Project Runway?? I think you should :O
"save your heart, for someone thats worth dying for. dont give it away!" Haha yay Mayday Parade!!
Three Rivers is on in T-MINUS 52 minutes. Super excited :) Just watching it makes me happy.
Oh and I was serious Alex, about showing me how to sew and shit. Even though I finish school like two weeks before you [sucker].
I'm also thinking of my most awesome Art project due last class of Art and Knowledge for Penny. I think I know what I'm doing, though I want to keep it a secret... It's gonna be fun. :-D
NEW YORK CITY IN MARCH. So excited :) With my fav Lib friends ^_^ Gonna be baller.
INCLUDING STEPHANIE <3 MUCH LOVE TO HER. We gonna rock it out like crazy. Bitch please.
More mayday parade! "so i'll sing a melody. and hope to god she's listening. sleeping softly while i sing."
Too cute.
Just read alex's blog.
ily :) alysha should be flaunting, pffft. i am a bit peeved that shes being annoying...
HI ALEX. Ha. But I didnt get a shoutout :(
Oh and there might be a chance Im NOT going to U of S, which makes me sad.
I want change, I want something new, I want a place where I can be me.
Wow that sounds Emo.
I have split personalities too Lex [alex]! :D
I REALLY want to start calling someone lex. I'm mad i dont have a friend I can legit call Lex.
Pffft.
I REALLY want to make some crazy ass clothing.
And I thought of something to get Lex for xmas, it came to mind and it is SO perfect, but expensive. That and i have NO idea where to find one. :P Maybe just invade a store? mwuahahaha.
Okay I'm off now and going to go do something awesome.
okay not really.
alex i love those green glasses. you wear yours and i'll wear my clear lenses. we'll be super chill.
we should chill sometime. once my school is over, send your sister to pick me up and we'll all make cookies.
bitch. please.
im jealous you saw JayZ.
He [no not Lex, iunno where that guy is! RESPOND TO MY QUESTIONS] just facebooked me, and it shouldn't make my weekend worth it, but it did and I'm grinning like an idiot. I am SO A.D.D, jumping from one to another. I am such an embarrassment.
But it still made me grin from ear to ear.
Imma go reply.
Bye.
xoxo <3 <3

very very true evaluation. catwoman has become my new favourite villain-ness

DJ completed the quiz "Arkham Asylum Psychological Evaluation" with the result Selena Kyle/"Catwoman".


You are Selena Kyle/"Catwoman." The quintessential rebel, you go your own way and you do it often; you make wrong seem right and self-serving behavior seem selfless. You take pride in everything you do, and with good reason. Being through more than enough rough times has given you a hard-boiled edge that sometimes gets you cornered, but you aren't afraid to let the claws come out if need be. Commonly underestimated yet never forgotten, you're confident enough in your own abilities to not take sides, yet attract others who may not agree with you to your cause. You belong to no one but yourself, and so far, that's not a bad thing. You're open to whatever comes your way.

"I'm no saint, but sometimes you have to make a stand." ~Selena Kyle.

those dolls and their soldiers

I haven't written anything in a while, and I feel guilty. That and I have a new follower.

HOW COOL AM I? :)

I don't know how this post should go. Should I post my dream [which was pretty amazing if you ask me] or just rant? I don't like ranting because, well, it can be very annoying. Well, here I go.

My day is like any other. A hormonally charged adult [cause 18 is adult bitch woot!] who gets easily distracted by males and homework. Today I saw Steve, lovely. We shared an awkward moment. How awkward you ask? Awkward enough I couldn't look at him for a second or two. Yeah, that awkward. I usually enjoy causing the awk. to take place in other people, gives me great pleasure. BUT this time it rebounded and attacked me, in front of my friend Steph. Loooovely.

I had a History Midterm. I think that went fluidly, which is always nice for me to think. I should've aced it, since I've been doing HORRIBLY in the mini quizzes he hands to us. But I WILL regain my pride from that and pick myself back up. Oh and I've been very jumpy today, sugar loaded since the early morning soo I frightened my poor friends multiple times.

I think that's enough about my day life for now.

P.S. Here's a picture I [semi] created, with the help of an online portugese Superhero-Maker. I was in love with it until they changed the format to make uglier Superheroes. Ick. Enjoy it. I do, everyday. :)
[Top is them in their costumes, bottom how they are in public. No one knows what Shadow [the gray dude] looks like in real life, sooo he doesn't have 'normal' clothing.]

NUMB3RS - Instant Show Recap.

Watching it via Z-Share!!

Previously... I don't caaaaaaare. Oooh Don being stabbed. :( CHARLIE PROPOSING ZOMG. Like I could forget that...
Oooh what song is this? I like it...
Recording yourself? Really?
Scruffy = gooooood.
SHIRTLESS DON! <3 Makes me happy. Sexy scar. :)
And Larry sniffing some raspberries.... Ummm kay. But I love raspberries so I'm not as weirded out.
Amita is beautiful as usual...
I don't remember Liz having gorgeous hair like that...
OH JESUS SAVE ME! Everyone's gorgeously scruffy!! More hair for Colby and Don!!!! So sexy!
I like that orange shirt Coooooolby. Can I borrow it? ;-)
A zillion? Heh heh...
Did David always have that goatee?
Haha math while being shot at. That is so great!
RUN MY SEXY FEDCAKES, RUUUUN!
[The word fedcake is usually used by my favourite recapper Spy, but I'm borrowing it...]
Charlie your mom went to Greece? Nice!
Oh snap the 'victim' is gooooooorg...
Nikki, wow you are sexy this episode!
Awww Nikki's getting a soft spot for Polk [the victim].
Don's one stubborn hot bastard.
AWWW ALAN! So cute! Exception to the rule. :)
Haha wow Charlie, fail at lying much?
Colby you smell of conservative. Even if you were a triple agent and slept with a witness... FAIL.
Awww Larry you are so cute! RUN SCREAMING FROM THE ROOM! DO IT!
The Never-ending romantic serial that is Charlie and Amita" you are so cool Larry.
Sexy tight orange shirt. <3 Drooooool...
Unexpected Hanging Paradox? Totally pointless.
Nikki be ROCKING IT!
David... You are awesome. Just awesome.
Yeah Charlie's way of changing the subject. And Larry... I love you.
Haha boat joke. hee hee hee.
"Hey, you can keep a secret right?"
"I was a Chinese spy and a double agent and I managed to keep that one under wraps."
"It's actually about me and Amita...."
"I pass."
HAHA aww poor Charlie.
Why does Charlie care that someones shot at him? He's been shot at more than three times...
Brotherly Love <3
I wouldn't vote for you Colby, doesn't matter how gorgeous you are. Sorry. :(
David you definitely deserve your own day.
Awww the bad guy's son died...
Who's Charlie calling??
The Milky Way tastes of raspberries? NO WAY!!!
Larry ftw.
Alan's the father figure of ALL the fedcakes. Awww! :)
Exploding trashcans? Is that where they're planning on getting their lighting?
I WANT A LIGHTING BUDGET!
Oh snap!
Colby I love youuuu. Always doing the difficult decisions.
The actor of the bad guy is good!
This is such a David-episode.
Ooooooooh that's who you were calling!
"It's what I do for a living! Alright so he might've mentioned it." Haha Don!
LARRY! DON'T LEAVE US FOR 6 MONTHS!!!!
Awesome first episode of the season.

Irini indeed...

Since this was actually supposed to be posted yesterday, I APOLOGIZE IMMENSELY. I will be posting more than one tonight though, so I will catch up.

The first dream is simple, but the part that had the most details I won't go into too much detail since it doesn't matter as much. I went to class, and I had Irini [one of my all time favourite teachers] as the teacher of my class. This class was going to be used to watch a movie which would explain why I was the only one to go... Anyways we both sat down and watched the movie. It felt like sitting down with an old friend [not her being old, but us being friends for a while. :D ] and having fun watching a movie. It was a great feeling. The movie was centered around a brown clay t-rex dinosaur, a small one though, trying to fight a brown clay pterodactyl that could change its size and shape. Pretty crazy. I felt sorry for the t-rex trying to win. That was basically it...

The second dream actually has friends in it, but it was very vague and only one scene, with only one friend I can remember. My friend Jesse was walking down the street and I was walking down the opposite way. We saw each other and since I haven't seen him in a while I went to give him a hug. The only weird thing is that he was shirtless... And it's not like I was turned on but the weird thing was we were acting as if this was all normal. This dream actually only came to me after I thought about it for a while.

The End.

Quick flash of old friends...

Very short this one, mainly because I don't remember much of it.

It's just a quick flash of people I haven't seen recently, and probably miss. Three that I remember for certain. They are Kelly [or Daniel now, pffft], Shaun from Italy Trip and Matthew. Matthew I'm not sure where on EARTH he comes in, probably since he said Big Bang Theory wasn't anything interesting, which made me gasp! Haha anyways...

There were a lot of other people, but faceless to me. It's a basic dream, at Shaun's house playing Rock Band. I'm not sure if I was doing any good but compared to my real life skill level, I was probably sucking.

But what was funny is that I missed Kelly and Shaun! Mainly Kelly since I've seen Shaun around school. I don't know, just me slightly pining for my chillax philosophical friend. :)

To Kelly: Hope all's well friend.

The End.

Here today, gone tomorrow...

I thought today, mainly yesterday, that I Am Amazing. Sorry but can't I be a biiiiit arrogant? Because if you think about it, really, I actually am. Girls have to have their day of arrogance and to think they're better than everyone. But only for one day kay? Don't go overboard merci.

I'm funny, intelligent, attractive [like I said, this is my arrogant day...] chill, outgoing and fun to be with. Soooo I'm slightly at a loss why I run after guys when really, they should be running after me. Pfffft, I think I understand why the idea of an 'older' man is appealing. Supposedly they're 'mature'.

BIg Bang Theory

THE BIG BANG THEORY PREMIERE OF THE THIRD SEASON WAS EPIC!

I NEEEEEEEEEED to find some of the best quotes from this episode. It was hilarious and so well done. Just crazy.

Much love to my Sheldons, Leonards, Howards and Rajs!
xoxo <3

UPDATE:
[Backstory: Sheldon&Mom are from Texas, and they are now in their hometown Texas. Hee hee]
Sheldon: "This is my home now. I shall spend the rest of my life teaching Evolution to Creationists."
Mom: "Now hold on there mister. People have a right to their own opinion."
Sheldon: "But mom! Evolution isn't an opinion, it's a fact."
Mom: "AND THAT'S YOUR OPINION!"

Superheroes finally invading my dreams...

It has finally come to it ladies and gentlemen. My infatuation with superheroes has FINALLY entered the dream stage. Obviously my subconscious believes there are better things for me to unknowingly focus on while I sleep that doesn't include DC superheroes. Oh yes, did I not mention it was all DC superheroes and DC villains? That god, imagine my horror if I dreamt I was fighting alongside Marvel characters? Unless I was shooting at them, I'd rather they didn't enter my mainstream thinking, thanks.

To the dream then...

notes and things...

Lets run through the fire together. You lied, this doesn't feel like forever.

Why did you do this to me?

I need to have you back in my life. I might crack...

The best season is fall. It has pants and tees. The golden leaves that rustle and crunch under your feet. Being warm but enjoying that fall wind. I miss the wind. all the while thinking of how glorious it would be to have him call you out of the blue just to say 'i love you'.

Why is the one thing, the one person, i want out of my reach. so much so that wanting them makes me feel dirty.

Where are all the smiles and giggles? I swear I just left them for a moment. and in that moment someone took them from me and left me in the cold.

Hate makes the world go round.

Strong willed, strong minded. you'll find me at the corner of Missing You and For Fuck's Sake.

Red vs. Blue

Get ready for some crazy shit! This is the first post of my new blog idea, and it's what made me think more people should see what my crazy dreams actually are. And maybe if I wrote them out it would be healthier? I'm not sure but I promise you I am not on any drugs and that if you want to read into this in any way you feel like, please go for it!

Two different universes exist...