Sunday, November 7, 2010

ashes ashes we all fall down!

Kind of a creepy title, sorry.

Just so many times women focus on guys, and even though you know you shouldn't and that you've been hurt before it just keeps happening and even though you know the landing is going to hurt you still jump off that diving board that's just a teeeeeny bit too high!
And I've done it, over and over, though I keep telling myself I'm not taking this crap anymore. Then I see the people I love most going through it over and over again, which just breaks my heart because I want everything to go perfectly for the people I care most in the WORLD!
It's a sad circle of lust and longing for something bigger than yourself. The sad truth is before you can walk that tricky tightrope you have to gain your balance. Most of the times [continuing with my bad analogy] women/girls start the tightrope and fall but manage to catch themselves, frightening themselves to death and promising never to try again until you stand up and think you can do it this time. The worst is when you run at that rope and can't catch yourself.
That was a horrible analogy. I'm so sorry, no really I am.
Just me saying, in the end, please don't walk on the tightrope anytime soon.

Love, Me.

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