it's been a while...

Blogger dashboard tells me the last time I posted was on November 21st... Oh dear!
Well I've returned, but not with anything interesting, just something for myself. I watched "The A-Team" again last night and it got me thinking which are the best action flicks of all time? If you have any preferences please note them in the comments. So far I've come up with a tentative list:


1- A-Team
[Yummmm Bradley Cooper and Sharlto Copley <3 ]


2- Batman [s] by Christopher Nolan
[Christian Bale... No other words needed. ;-) ]


3- The Losers!!!
[There is so much to love here, I'm not sure where to start...]


4- Green Lantern!
[I haven't seen it yet, but c'mon. It's Ryan Reynolds... In skin tight digitized outfits. Nothing wrong with that, ever.]


5- District 9
[District 9 is somewhere between action and sci-fi. I haven't decided yet. But yummm Sharlto Copley AGAIN! ]


6- Inception.
[Good movie but not my top action. Not enough yummy :) ]


7- Kick-Ass!!!


8- Iron Man [s]


9- Anything with Jason Statham <3


P.S. I'll finish this list up later.

two.

there were few, few more than i know.
but they missed the bus,
and were lost in the snow.
then there was fewer,
i thought you were here
but i wasn't so sure.
then there were four,
we weren't many,
but i thought there was more.
then there was three
i remember it well
because we couldn't agree.
then it was you
everything was alright
because it was just us two.
then there was you,
just us two.us two.
two.

some goals are just failures waiting for the finish line

I'm super tired right now.
Not the usual tired, where you are completely exhausted from running around and working hard.
A kind of mental exhaustion, even though I've done nothing today. Nada, zip.
I'm embarrassed by it and really want to work hard but I can't get my brain to do any of it. I have two essays due next week, one on tuesday and another on friday and I've at least picked a subject for one of them and did the research while the other that is due sooner hasn't even been touched. For some reason my energy has been zapped, my love for learning [whatever was left of it] is dead.
Super tired, very embarrassed.

My goals are already dead before they smell the fresh air.
Uuuuugh.
Help? <3

Saskatoon...

It's fucking cold.
Waiting for a bus, all alone.
Fucking. Cold.
I miss home where I could call friends and family to come pick me up.
Sure they'd say no but at least I had that option...
Cold.

Bro Code to become the Ho Code?

If you've watched How I Met Your Mother, are male or work/spend a lot of time at a bookstore than you know of something called the Bro Code. If you don't, and you're male, you should be ashamed. The Bro Code is a list of rules [codes, get it?] that men aka "bros" should follow when among their fellow "bros". It goes from the expected [Bros before Hos] to the less graceful [Bros shall never make eye contact during a Devil's Threeway [one chick two dudes].

My question is, where's my [for lacker of a better title] Ho Code?

Really, I think women should have one. I don't think it's sexist to say that yes, women are sneakier and more prone to commiting dirty deeds when it comes to getting a male wrapped around our finger. Wrapped around our finger is completely different than what Barney Stinson from How I Met Your Mother does [one night stands]. Usually women like being able to take something others want, that's our fun.
So perhaps a "Ho Code" is needed, a set of rules or guidelines for chicks to follow when out with their own. That way we'll know what to expect.

Just a thought. Any codes you'd want to see in the Ho Code?
An example: Chicks before dicks.
Seems pretty obvious.

Love, Me. :-)

with friends like these, who needs enemies.

No friend will insult you or make you feel worse about yourself.
No friend will kick you when you're down.
No friend will trick you, lie to you or purposefully hurt you.
No friend will ever judge you.
No friend will ever laugh at you.
No friend will waste your time because your time is worthwhile.

Instead...

Friends will compliment you and do everything to help you shine.
Friends will help you up if you fall.
Friends will only trick you or lie to you if there is a surprise party involved [coughcough] and when they realise they have hurt you they'll do everything they can to make it right.
Friends will accept you and usually help you in your insanity.
Friends will laugh with you.
Friends will realise you are worth everything in the world because you know they are too.

Love, Me.

ashes ashes we all fall down!

Kind of a creepy title, sorry.

Just so many times women focus on guys, and even though you know you shouldn't and that you've been hurt before it just keeps happening and even though you know the landing is going to hurt you still jump off that diving board that's just a teeeeeny bit too high!
And I've done it, over and over, though I keep telling myself I'm not taking this crap anymore. Then I see the people I love most going through it over and over again, which just breaks my heart because I want everything to go perfectly for the people I care most in the WORLD!
It's a sad circle of lust and longing for something bigger than yourself. The sad truth is before you can walk that tricky tightrope you have to gain your balance. Most of the times [continuing with my bad analogy] women/girls start the tightrope and fall but manage to catch themselves, frightening themselves to death and promising never to try again until you stand up and think you can do it this time. The worst is when you run at that rope and can't catch yourself.
That was a horrible analogy. I'm so sorry, no really I am.
Just me saying, in the end, please don't walk on the tightrope anytime soon.

Love, Me.

college tip #11

Numero 11!
Laundry.
There's nothing else to say. When you don't do your laundry you're already going against tips number 7 and 9!

Trust me, I'm a doctor.
Love, the Matchboxtress

P.S. I'm not aaaaactually a doctor...
Sorry.

November - Month of Movies!!!

So many movies I want to see this November! I will happily deplete my bank account to go see all these movies!! Here's a short list:

Already Out
- Due Date
- Megamind

November 10
- Morning Glory:
Rachel McAdams, Harrison Ford and Diane Keaton star, along with Patrick Wilson and Jeff Goldblum. When hard-working TV producer Becky Fuller (McAdams) is fired from a local news program, her career begins to look as bleak as her hapless love life. Stumbling into a job at "Daybreak" (the last-place national morning news show), Becky decides to revitalize the show by bringing on legendary TV anchor Mike Pomeroy (Ford). Unfortunately, Pomeroy refuses to cover morning show staples like celebrity gossip, weather, fashion and crafts, let alone work with his new co-host, Colleen Peck (Keaton), a former beauty queen and longtime morning show personality, who is more than happy covering morning "news." As Mike and Colleen clash, first behind the scenes and then on the air, Becky's blossoming love affair with fellow producer, Adam Bennett (Wilson) begins to unravel. And soon Becky is struggling to save her relationship, her reputation, her job and ultimately, the show itself 

November 12
- Unstoppable:
Unstoppable, a 20th Century Fox drama about a runaway train carrying a cargo of toxic chemicals. Pits an engineer and his conductor in a race against time. They're chasing the runaway t... read morerain in a separate locomotive and need to bring it under control before it derails on a curve and causes a toxic spill that will decimate a town.


November 19
- HARRY POTTER 7 PART 1:
Description? One word. EPIC.

November 24
- Tangled:
When the kingdom's most wanted-and most charming-bandit Flynn Rider (voice of Zachary Levi) hides out in a mysterious tower, he's taken hostage by Rapunzel (voice of Mandy Moore), a beautiful and feisty tower-bound teen with 70 feet of magical, golden hair. Flynn's curious captor, who's looking for her ticket out of the tower where she's been locked away for years, strikes a deal with the handsome thief and the unlikely duo sets off on an action-packed escapade, complete with a super-cop horse, an over-protective chameleon and a gruff gang of pub thugs. In theaters this holiday season in Disney Digital 3D(TM), "Tangled" is a story of adventure, heart, humor and hair-lots of hair.

December 10:
- The Tourist:
Revolves around Frank, an American tourist visiting Italy to mend a broken heart. Elise is an extraordinary woman who deliberately crosses his path.


- The Fighter:
A look at the early years of boxer "Irish" Micky Ward and his brother who helped train him before going pro in the mid '80s.
 
Movies out but I'm going to wait for the dvd release:
- Red
- Easy A
- Wall Street 2
- You Again
 
Any movies you're dying to see?

college tips #2 - #10

Let's see how many tips I can get into one post shall we?

Tip #2 - Expect the unexpected.
Such as a roomie moving in with you a third way through the term. Hope for the best but prepare for the worst, and I was not prepared. Two days before Jordano was to arrive, I was blessed with a roommate who was uncomfortable with a male presence and so she stayed with her younger sister in another dorm. Awkward? Yes. Uncomfortable? Very. Solution found? Undubidibly. [I don't know how to spell that. Sound it out...] In the end we got a hotel room for the last night and stayed in, relaxing in a unusually hot room.

Tip #3 - Study, even if you don't think you have to.
This may seem obvious, but if I've learned anything after receiving a few midterms and tests back, it's that studying is KEY.

Tip #4 - Study over a period of a couple of days, not the night before.
Don't be a smartass and try to find a loophole to my previous tip, that just makes me need to spell everything out. At the very least, study the three days prior to the test. I don't have a great memory so cramming everything last minute won't help but studying over a period of two weeks won't do much either. So help yourself out and don't stay up until the wee hours on coffee [unless it's a last minute essay where staying up as late as need be is allowed] because you won't remember anything except that last thought before going to bed thinking "Fuck I'm screwed... I can't wait for tomorrow's episode of Glee." And then you're so tired you fall asleep and only remember Glee the following morning. Don't fuck yourself.

Tip #5 - Go to your classes.
I don't care if you tell yourself you know all of this. Prove it by getting a badass mark on your first test, because otherwise assume you know NOTHING and/or need to relearn it all over again. Even if one class you aren't doing anything but talking about your weekends, go in anyways because maybe the prof will mention how he wrote the exam drunk so don't bother answering all the odd questions. You never know! Not to mention it's a slippery slope if you tell yourself you can miss one class, than another, than another until you're not going to ANY. It's just not a good idea to miss any classes, period.

Tip #6 - Make one friend [at least!] in all your classes.
Granted I can't say I've actually done it, but I've got to get my ass moving on this tip. If the day finally comes when you're too hungover to go to class, or maybe you forgot to take notes or even if you just NEED a study buddy, having that one person you can message [perhaps slightly awkwardly] asking for help, it's easier and a LOT less fucking annoying than mass emailing everyone because really, who wants to help someone who mass emails them and fills their inbox. NOT ME!

Tip #7 - Keep up your health.
This is a very brooooooooooad tip, so I don't expect everyone to follow. I also don't expect everyone to get it. When living away from home, there's the Freshman Fifteen every student dreads. You don't want to leave at the summer looking good and come home feeling gross. Right now I'm more towards the latter. I don't want anyone to see me, I feel nasty. I think that's more just now because I really need a shower, but also because I don't work and don't run around campus as much as back home I'm getting less of a workout [even though that's not really a workout, you're still moving] and that's making me extremely sluggish. So don't do that, don't get "sluggish" [love that word] and don't start skipping out on usual habits like mouthwash, flossing, brushing your hair or even brushing your teeth because when you get home and go out to celebrate with your friends how THANK GOD you're finally home you don't want to repel everyone.

Tip #8 - Do stuff.
Vague? Not at all. Whatchu talkin' 'bout? Sorry, couldn't resist. Do stuff. Just do it. If, like me, you haven't really met many people yet and even feeling kind of alone, go out there and do stuff. Even if it's by yourself. Every girly magazine [and hopefully guy magazine] out there will ALL agree that the best place to pick someone up is not the usual place [a bar or a club] but instead somewhere out there like a coffee house, electronics store, BOOKSTORE or even a grocery store or cornerstore.
So even if you have friends that mock doing things on your own, going out by yourself, DO IT. Movies, book browsing, shopping, anything. Hey, you don't know anyone so it shouldn't matter what these nobodies think [and if you do become friends with people who earlier judged you, they'll understand why you did the things you did].

Tip #9 - Do NOT let yourself go.
If that means working out, primping a bit before class or even brushing your teeth or showering a bit longer don't hesitate. Letting yourself go is one of the worst things you can do, because really you're only letting yourself down. Sure if you feel sexy wearing pj pants [as I often do] than wear them, but if you're getting up for class put on make-up or cologne, grab your best duds and walk out of your room [or off the bus] in style. Walk like you own the place and then, in reality, you will. I've started to let myself go and I always catch myself. I loathe sweats, mainly on guys [because girls can sometimes pull them off] and feel disgusting if I don't have time to brush my teeth before class. Look goooood because soon enough the world is going to become an ugly ugly place if you don't.

Tangent:
My person fashion advice: Keep your sweats for indoor use where NO ONE can see you, keep your Lulu Lemon pants for weekends when doing the groceries and please, buy a GOOD pair of jeans because jeans classy anything up. Too much make-up makes you look like a hooker and too much cologne or aftershave makes you smell like a gigalo [or however you spell that] and that's NOT a good thing.

Tip #10 - Stock up on water!
Already the last tip of the night? Damn...
Anyways: Stock up on WATER. No calories, refreshing and a brain stimulant [which I learned recently!]. It'll keep you healthy, get your brain moving and if you spill it it'll just dry and won't smell bad.
Get those big packages because in no time they'll be all gone!!

Trust me, I'm a doctor.
Love, the Matchboxtress!

P.S. I'm not a doctor...

college tip #1

For those who don't know, I've moved halfway across the country for school and I'm currently in residence for the first time in my life and I thought maybe I could help all those people who don't know what to expect.

So here are some tips or general guidelines to follow to make your stay and everyone else's university experience a bit more pleasent.

I'll try do one everyday just to keep things interesting.

Tip #1:
Always make sure your door is COMPLETELY closed. Sometimes if you, oh I don't know, decorate your door or try not to slam it shut your door won't completely close. In this case, if you enjoy singing; dancing; working out; making videos for friends on the other side of the country; or even walk around in the nude than you might want to take this tip to heart.
To summarize: ALWAYS make sure your door is closed because even if it's a crack open people just miiiiiiight hear you. Or worse: See you.

Trust me, I'm a doctor.
Love, the Matchboxtress!

P.S. I'm not a doctor.

the Matchboxtress?

Why do I now call myself the Matchboxtress?
No reason I just think it sounds cool.
The idea for "the Matchbox" is something I came up with and when I finally become a publish author and put together my own comic series [which is on my bucket list and is definitely one of my most favouritest idea so far] then perhaps the Matchbox will make more sense.
Until that fated day, hang with me.

Trust me, I'm a doctor.
Love, the Matchboxtress.

P.S. I'm not a doctor...

have you?

So in general I'm sure you can tell that I do not post regularly.
I do it sporatically and at times I feel like I'm whining to the world and I don't think the world needs more whiners.
But I guess if I do it right, I shouldn't feel guilty about it.

Have you judged someone?
I judge people all the time, non-stop and even my closest friends.
I've judged people solely on the bad things that they've done instead of all the good things, and then crucify them for it. That's probably worse of all. I think this way of people, of friends, even family. And it's eating me inside. Shouldn't I trust my friends and family to do the right thing? Even if they do something I don't approve of, with their track record of being so amazing and spectacular, shouldn't I trust that this is best? Even if it's not in my best interest? My view of events usually involves what's best for me, not for everyone else...

Have you done something so horrible you don't know how to fix it?
That's all very bad of me, but what about the opposite way. Seeing only the good in someone simply because of the few good things they've done and not at their whole life. Blinding oneself to see simply what you want to see? Have you ever done this, how did you fix it? I'm in this one spot where it feels like I'm being tugged and pulled in opposite directions: That, no, my first and maybe hazy impression was not a lie. Or perhaps that the haze got in the way from making a proper assessment.

Have you acknowledged your mistakes?
I've started to recognize my mistakes and try my best to pull back, apologize, hope that they can forgive me for judging them solely on decisions I disapprove of. So is my next step really analyzing the ones I only see the good of and maybe seeing something ugly, something I don't want to see.

Have you had to make that difficult decision?
Either open your eyes to the truth and maybe be blinded or maybe just expecting the worse, or perhaps realising your error and try to figure out the waste of life you've spent before figuring this shit out.

Have you made any sense in this?
I haven't, not yet.
Being in a new town, with a new family dynamic, no friends to pat you on the back to say it's alright, nowhere that you think of as your own and driving yourself stir-crazy. These questions I've dumped onto myself are much harder here than they would be there. There I can knock on doors, ask questions and get answers. Here, I have to delegate, play nice while yelling in frustration behind locked doors hoping no one will hear and think you've gone mad.

When, truly, I probably have gone mad.

hey jude, don't let me down. you have found her, now go and get her.

Everytime I hear this song so many faces just blast through my inner eye and I don't know whether to smile or growl. Yes, two very strange reactions I know.
I'm not sure how to write this blog up. I do have some dreams to share but they're a bit broken up into pieces that aren't as ledgible.
Well last night I had at first scary ass dream of Nature coming to metaphorically rape my ass. Trees coming to kill me and my friends and family. Slightly freaky. But I'm sure it was the chocolate.
Then after trying my best to daydream of a certain someone, a more weird drugged out dream was perceived, not scary just weird. Nima was in it [haha nice!] along with Ashley probably and they were talking about Irini. Nothing bad just talking and joking around. It felt like 30 Rock and The Office together. Weird right? Yeah I thought so too.
I've been kinda working on my history essay [which has to do with the fashions of WWI and WWII] and it's been interesting. The sketches and pictures of the fashions back then are GORGEOUS and I am extremely jealous.
It just makes me want to try and make clothing even more. And I watched Project Runway, and my two favourite designers were at the bottom, and I ALMOST CRIED. No joke. How embarrassing.
Which I meant to ask: Alex do you want Project Runway?? I think you should :O
"save your heart, for someone thats worth dying for. dont give it away!" Haha yay Mayday Parade!!
Three Rivers is on in T-MINUS 52 minutes. Super excited :) Just watching it makes me happy.
Oh and I was serious Alex, about showing me how to sew and shit. Even though I finish school like two weeks before you [sucker].
I'm also thinking of my most awesome Art project due last class of Art and Knowledge for Penny. I think I know what I'm doing, though I want to keep it a secret... It's gonna be fun. :-D
NEW YORK CITY IN MARCH. So excited :) With my fav Lib friends ^_^ Gonna be baller.
INCLUDING STEPHANIE <3 MUCH LOVE TO HER. We gonna rock it out like crazy. Bitch please.
More mayday parade! "so i'll sing a melody. and hope to god she's listening. sleeping softly while i sing."
Too cute.
Just read alex's blog.
ily :) alysha should be flaunting, pffft. i am a bit peeved that shes being annoying...
HI ALEX. Ha. But I didnt get a shoutout :(
Oh and there might be a chance Im NOT going to U of S, which makes me sad.
I want change, I want something new, I want a place where I can be me.
Wow that sounds Emo.
I have split personalities too Lex [alex]! :D
I REALLY want to start calling someone lex. I'm mad i dont have a friend I can legit call Lex.
Pffft.
I REALLY want to make some crazy ass clothing.
And I thought of something to get Lex for xmas, it came to mind and it is SO perfect, but expensive. That and i have NO idea where to find one. :P Maybe just invade a store? mwuahahaha.
Okay I'm off now and going to go do something awesome.
okay not really.
alex i love those green glasses. you wear yours and i'll wear my clear lenses. we'll be super chill.
we should chill sometime. once my school is over, send your sister to pick me up and we'll all make cookies.
bitch. please.
im jealous you saw JayZ.
He [no not Lex, iunno where that guy is! RESPOND TO MY QUESTIONS] just facebooked me, and it shouldn't make my weekend worth it, but it did and I'm grinning like an idiot. I am SO A.D.D, jumping from one to another. I am such an embarrassment.
But it still made me grin from ear to ear.
Imma go reply.
Bye.
xoxo <3 <3

very very true evaluation. catwoman has become my new favourite villain-ness

DJ completed the quiz "Arkham Asylum Psychological Evaluation" with the result Selena Kyle/"Catwoman".


You are Selena Kyle/"Catwoman." The quintessential rebel, you go your own way and you do it often; you make wrong seem right and self-serving behavior seem selfless. You take pride in everything you do, and with good reason. Being through more than enough rough times has given you a hard-boiled edge that sometimes gets you cornered, but you aren't afraid to let the claws come out if need be. Commonly underestimated yet never forgotten, you're confident enough in your own abilities to not take sides, yet attract others who may not agree with you to your cause. You belong to no one but yourself, and so far, that's not a bad thing. You're open to whatever comes your way.

"I'm no saint, but sometimes you have to make a stand." ~Selena Kyle.

those dolls and their soldiers

I haven't written anything in a while, and I feel guilty. That and I have a new follower.

HOW COOL AM I? :)

I don't know how this post should go. Should I post my dream [which was pretty amazing if you ask me] or just rant? I don't like ranting because, well, it can be very annoying. Well, here I go.

My day is like any other. A hormonally charged adult [cause 18 is adult bitch woot!] who gets easily distracted by males and homework. Today I saw Steve, lovely. We shared an awkward moment. How awkward you ask? Awkward enough I couldn't look at him for a second or two. Yeah, that awkward. I usually enjoy causing the awk. to take place in other people, gives me great pleasure. BUT this time it rebounded and attacked me, in front of my friend Steph. Loooovely.

I had a History Midterm. I think that went fluidly, which is always nice for me to think. I should've aced it, since I've been doing HORRIBLY in the mini quizzes he hands to us. But I WILL regain my pride from that and pick myself back up. Oh and I've been very jumpy today, sugar loaded since the early morning soo I frightened my poor friends multiple times.

I think that's enough about my day life for now.

P.S. Here's a picture I [semi] created, with the help of an online portugese Superhero-Maker. I was in love with it until they changed the format to make uglier Superheroes. Ick. Enjoy it. I do, everyday. :)
[Top is them in their costumes, bottom how they are in public. No one knows what Shadow [the gray dude] looks like in real life, sooo he doesn't have 'normal' clothing.]

NUMB3RS - Instant Show Recap.

Watching it via Z-Share!!

Previously... I don't caaaaaaare. Oooh Don being stabbed. :( CHARLIE PROPOSING ZOMG. Like I could forget that...
Oooh what song is this? I like it...
Recording yourself? Really?
Scruffy = gooooood.
SHIRTLESS DON! <3 Makes me happy. Sexy scar. :)
And Larry sniffing some raspberries.... Ummm kay. But I love raspberries so I'm not as weirded out.
Amita is beautiful as usual...
I don't remember Liz having gorgeous hair like that...
OH JESUS SAVE ME! Everyone's gorgeously scruffy!! More hair for Colby and Don!!!! So sexy!
I like that orange shirt Coooooolby. Can I borrow it? ;-)
A zillion? Heh heh...
Did David always have that goatee?
Haha math while being shot at. That is so great!
RUN MY SEXY FEDCAKES, RUUUUN!
[The word fedcake is usually used by my favourite recapper Spy, but I'm borrowing it...]
Charlie your mom went to Greece? Nice!
Oh snap the 'victim' is gooooooorg...
Nikki, wow you are sexy this episode!
Awww Nikki's getting a soft spot for Polk [the victim].
Don's one stubborn hot bastard.
AWWW ALAN! So cute! Exception to the rule. :)
Haha wow Charlie, fail at lying much?
Colby you smell of conservative. Even if you were a triple agent and slept with a witness... FAIL.
Awww Larry you are so cute! RUN SCREAMING FROM THE ROOM! DO IT!
The Never-ending romantic serial that is Charlie and Amita" you are so cool Larry.
Sexy tight orange shirt. <3 Drooooool...
Unexpected Hanging Paradox? Totally pointless.
Nikki be ROCKING IT!
David... You are awesome. Just awesome.
Yeah Charlie's way of changing the subject. And Larry... I love you.
Haha boat joke. hee hee hee.
"Hey, you can keep a secret right?"
"I was a Chinese spy and a double agent and I managed to keep that one under wraps."
"It's actually about me and Amita...."
"I pass."
HAHA aww poor Charlie.
Why does Charlie care that someones shot at him? He's been shot at more than three times...
Brotherly Love <3
I wouldn't vote for you Colby, doesn't matter how gorgeous you are. Sorry. :(
David you definitely deserve your own day.
Awww the bad guy's son died...
Who's Charlie calling??
The Milky Way tastes of raspberries? NO WAY!!!
Larry ftw.
Alan's the father figure of ALL the fedcakes. Awww! :)
Exploding trashcans? Is that where they're planning on getting their lighting?
I WANT A LIGHTING BUDGET!
Oh snap!
Colby I love youuuu. Always doing the difficult decisions.
The actor of the bad guy is good!
This is such a David-episode.
Ooooooooh that's who you were calling!
"It's what I do for a living! Alright so he might've mentioned it." Haha Don!
LARRY! DON'T LEAVE US FOR 6 MONTHS!!!!
Awesome first episode of the season.

Irini indeed...

Since this was actually supposed to be posted yesterday, I APOLOGIZE IMMENSELY. I will be posting more than one tonight though, so I will catch up.

The first dream is simple, but the part that had the most details I won't go into too much detail since it doesn't matter as much. I went to class, and I had Irini [one of my all time favourite teachers] as the teacher of my class. This class was going to be used to watch a movie which would explain why I was the only one to go... Anyways we both sat down and watched the movie. It felt like sitting down with an old friend [not her being old, but us being friends for a while. :D ] and having fun watching a movie. It was a great feeling. The movie was centered around a brown clay t-rex dinosaur, a small one though, trying to fight a brown clay pterodactyl that could change its size and shape. Pretty crazy. I felt sorry for the t-rex trying to win. That was basically it...

The second dream actually has friends in it, but it was very vague and only one scene, with only one friend I can remember. My friend Jesse was walking down the street and I was walking down the opposite way. We saw each other and since I haven't seen him in a while I went to give him a hug. The only weird thing is that he was shirtless... And it's not like I was turned on but the weird thing was we were acting as if this was all normal. This dream actually only came to me after I thought about it for a while.

The End.

Quick flash of old friends...

Very short this one, mainly because I don't remember much of it.

It's just a quick flash of people I haven't seen recently, and probably miss. Three that I remember for certain. They are Kelly [or Daniel now, pffft], Shaun from Italy Trip and Matthew. Matthew I'm not sure where on EARTH he comes in, probably since he said Big Bang Theory wasn't anything interesting, which made me gasp! Haha anyways...

There were a lot of other people, but faceless to me. It's a basic dream, at Shaun's house playing Rock Band. I'm not sure if I was doing any good but compared to my real life skill level, I was probably sucking.

But what was funny is that I missed Kelly and Shaun! Mainly Kelly since I've seen Shaun around school. I don't know, just me slightly pining for my chillax philosophical friend. :)

To Kelly: Hope all's well friend.

The End.

Here today, gone tomorrow...

I thought today, mainly yesterday, that I Am Amazing. Sorry but can't I be a biiiiit arrogant? Because if you think about it, really, I actually am. Girls have to have their day of arrogance and to think they're better than everyone. But only for one day kay? Don't go overboard merci.

I'm funny, intelligent, attractive [like I said, this is my arrogant day...] chill, outgoing and fun to be with. Soooo I'm slightly at a loss why I run after guys when really, they should be running after me. Pfffft, I think I understand why the idea of an 'older' man is appealing. Supposedly they're 'mature'.

BIg Bang Theory

THE BIG BANG THEORY PREMIERE OF THE THIRD SEASON WAS EPIC!

I NEEEEEEEEEED to find some of the best quotes from this episode. It was hilarious and so well done. Just crazy.

Much love to my Sheldons, Leonards, Howards and Rajs!
xoxo <3

UPDATE:
[Backstory: Sheldon&Mom are from Texas, and they are now in their hometown Texas. Hee hee]
Sheldon: "This is my home now. I shall spend the rest of my life teaching Evolution to Creationists."
Mom: "Now hold on there mister. People have a right to their own opinion."
Sheldon: "But mom! Evolution isn't an opinion, it's a fact."
Mom: "AND THAT'S YOUR OPINION!"

Superheroes finally invading my dreams...

It has finally come to it ladies and gentlemen. My infatuation with superheroes has FINALLY entered the dream stage. Obviously my subconscious believes there are better things for me to unknowingly focus on while I sleep that doesn't include DC superheroes. Oh yes, did I not mention it was all DC superheroes and DC villains? That god, imagine my horror if I dreamt I was fighting alongside Marvel characters? Unless I was shooting at them, I'd rather they didn't enter my mainstream thinking, thanks.

To the dream then...

notes and things...

Lets run through the fire together. You lied, this doesn't feel like forever.

Why did you do this to me?

I need to have you back in my life. I might crack...

The best season is fall. It has pants and tees. The golden leaves that rustle and crunch under your feet. Being warm but enjoying that fall wind. I miss the wind. all the while thinking of how glorious it would be to have him call you out of the blue just to say 'i love you'.

Why is the one thing, the one person, i want out of my reach. so much so that wanting them makes me feel dirty.

Where are all the smiles and giggles? I swear I just left them for a moment. and in that moment someone took them from me and left me in the cold.

Hate makes the world go round.

Strong willed, strong minded. you'll find me at the corner of Missing You and For Fuck's Sake.

Red vs. Blue

Get ready for some crazy shit! This is the first post of my new blog idea, and it's what made me think more people should see what my crazy dreams actually are. And maybe if I wrote them out it would be healthier? I'm not sure but I promise you I am not on any drugs and that if you want to read into this in any way you feel like, please go for it!

Two different universes exist...